You will not believe what I found out today. I have been laughing non-stop for about
an hour. Let me start at the beginning.
First, Susan from Friends in Need called me on Sunday and tried her very hardest to convince me
that the pain I have in my liver has been around for too long to be associated with a met. She is
such a wonderful person, and so convincing, but I'm rather hard-headed and I was still worried.
The pain has been getting worse since this summer. I had one really acute episode that lasted for
hours where I was doubled over in pain, and we never figured out what it was. Lately, the pain has
been more chronic. It's always there, and the area that's painful is getting bigger and even making
my back ache. It's hard to get calm about the possibility of mets when there's so much pain in the
area.
Last night, I was at another recording session for the breast cancer survivor CD, and I had an
overwhelming wave of nausea and pain. I had to lie down during a break to keep from passing out.
I really have never been a hysterical person or developed psychosomatic symptoms, so I was really
chiding myself about being such a baby. I had a difficult time getting comfortable in bed last
night because of the pain I was having. I wrote off the nausea to the fact that I hadn't eaten
dinner and then stood around singing for hours on end. I know my blood pressure went way down,
because I was dizzy. Sometimes I get nausea with the dizziness from that. Anyway, I thought I was
just being silly.
Today, I decided that enough was enough and that I didn't want to wait for the oncologist to
get around to calling me back. So I called my surgeon's nurse and told her what was going on. She
told me how to get my records from the imaging place (I had tried once, but I didn't know the
secret trick) and I went over and got them this morning. They even gave me the films so the surgeon
can look at it. Anyway, as soon as I got them out to my car, I ripped open the package and pulled
out the elusive MRI report to see what it said. Before I even got to the part about the
indeterminate lesion, I see this (here's the punchline that's making me laugh so hard): I have a
3/4" gallstone! No wonder I've had all this pain and nausea! If the oncologist had just mentioned
this to me, it would have relieved me so much about the cause of the pain. I could have dissociated
that from the fear about whether the other lesion is a met or not instead of having it all bundled
up in one giant question mark.
The surgeon's office moved my appointment with them up a week and a half and I'm on the call
list in case of cancellations. I'm hoping to get in as soon as possible so that we can figure out
what to do about both of these problems.
Gallstones - Common, and sometimes serious
The surgeon's office called. Someone cancelled for tomorrow at 10 am and I'm taking the
appointment. Yippeee!! Now we can get this show on the road, get rid of the pain and find out what
that other nasty thing is.
Acupuncture Eases Nausea Caused by Cancer Therapy
posted by Karen Weber Tuesday, December 05, 2000
BreastLink.com - news and
information.
Today I had my one month follow-up with the radiation oncologist. She said my skin looks
great and that the slight darkening on the nipple and over the ribs under the breast will
probably fade with time. They will schedule me for a follow-up mammogram in January so that
we will have those results when I see my medical oncologist in early February. I will see
the radiation oncologist again in 6 months. Everyone got a big kick out of my gallstone
story. I've named my gallstone, by the way. Grizabella the Glamour Stone.
posted by Karen Weber Thursday, December 07, 2000